“It’s the way of the world, or maybe it’s just me… I only survive when I love relentlessly”

~ Cindy Alexander

The word “Survivor” comes up a lot in a my life. Usually other people introduce me that way and at first, it felt so awkward. Then I owned it. And now, I’m kind of over it. Any of us who wakes up on January 1, 2017 SURVIVED 2016. We have all overcome obstacles, whether they be physical, emotional, psychological, or spiritual. So in essence, we are all survivors. But I really want to go into 2017 as so much more. Surviving implies a battle against the odds. I’m much more than surviving. I’m thriving. I’m living and loving and manifesting my dreams. Yeah, I have my moments that aren’t so blissful. But underneath the hurt, frustration or anger is always the knowledge that I am blessed. I am surrounded by an incredible support system that includes a loving family, loyal friends, genius professionals and creative soul mates. I am happy to say goodbye to 2016, but I take with me immense gratitude that only grows deeper. Wishing you all a Healthy and Happy New Year full of peace ~ in your hearts and in the world, prosperity and beautiful music. Love, Cindy

The sound of the holidays is nostalgic, heart-warming and hopeful.  Admittedly, I was taken aback when I heard Jingle Bells before Thanksgiving….but I guess some of us are anxious to put 2016 behind us? 😉   My amazing label Blue Élan Records has put together a new and improved 2016 edition of  “A Blue Élan Christmas” with contributions from my very talented label mates, available on iTunes. Track two is still my cover of “Christmas is Here” (which charted last year!) produced by Dave Darling, but this year we also added my cover of Dave Matthew’s “Christmas Song” (you won’t recognize it…) produced by Colin Devlin (track 18).

cover_christmasishereOne of my favorite holiday songs of all time is Joni Mitchell’s “River” – I did a cover of it, which is available on my 2014 “Christmas is Here” EP, also available on iTunes.  This EP also contains my cover of Survivor’s “Christmas is Here” and my original tune “For Auld Lang Syne.”

CLICK HERE  for the a lyric video of  my version of “River”  by my friend Tom Le, who requested that I cover the song in the first place!  Hope you enjoy it.

Thanks for making me part of your holiday soundtrack.  XO Cindy

Pink RibbonsWelcome to the Month of Pink. I do like the color pink, and I’ll proudly wear a rhinestone pink press on tattoo. BUT, Breast cancer is not a pink ribbon. About 1/8 women in the U.S. will develop invasive breast cancer in her lifetime. About 1/1000 men. Yes, MEN get breast cancer too. This does not take into account DCIS – the earliest form of breast cancer (before the cancer cells leave the milk duct). I dare say that number is MUCH higher. Being aware does not mean wearing a ribbon. It means considering the risk, educating yourself on prevention, and getting checked. Feel yourself up, get screened, and listen to your body – if something doesn’t feel right, honor your intuition. I can write this note today because I listened to my body. I took into consideration that breast cancer ran in my family, and insisted on an MRI when the mammogram and ultrasound were absolutely clear. I also demanded a second reading of that MRI when I was told I could wait 6 months and do another. The whole story can be found in my Ponderings from July 2013. But today I’m going to tell you another story, my Mom’s:

Beautiful MommyMy Mother is a 22 year breast cancer survivor. She told me the morning I got home from tour last week that there was a “questionable” area on her MRI. NOTHING had shown up on her mammogram or ultrasound that same month (like me!). I got her an appointment that evening with Dr. Kristi Funk who was able to find the spot on ultrasound and biopsy the area. We knew within 24 hours that it was cancerous. The tumor is small, but invasive, which means that the cells broke out of the milk duct into the surrounding tissue. So we didn’t waste any time and got the first appointment for surgery which is tomorrow. We could use your positive energy and prayers. I told her how much it helped me get through my journey with the “Little F**&er” and she agreed to let that energy in as well. Here are two pictures -both taken last week while we waited for her biopsy. The first was in the park and the second was taken at Pink Lotus Breast Center. I told her to “punch out cancer” and she gave me that fist.

Punch out cancer!I hope this is your takeaway – if something doesn’t feel right, or it’s “Questionable” – don’t wait. Get it checked out immediately. If you have a history of breast cancer or a first degree relative that has had it, get an MRI. Hey Mom – we got this. We know what to do when life throws us a #Curve. Love, C