OK, I admit…it’s been awhile.  Rather than posting here, I’ve been draining my brain on Patreon – writing and recording a record in front of the Pnut Gallery and virtually “quaranteaming” in that little corner of cyberspace.  If you ever want to get into the minutia and check it out, it’s HERE.

So where have I been the last year?  To catch you up, here is the short version:

Song selection and producer selection for my upcoming record took a VERY long time – a huge emotional roller coaster for me.  Meanwhile, behind the scenes, I was driving back and forth from L.A. to Palm Desert to take care of my Mom, who was battling a rare form of Alzheimer’s/dementia called Posterior Cortical Atrophy with Lewy Body Disease.

I finally started recording a year ago October ’19 with a dream team (think of the amazing musicians behind Alanis Morisette’s latest record, Kacey Musgraves, Lana Del Rey, etc…) – Sean Hurley, Victor Indrizzo, David Levita and Mike Farrell.  Sean and Vic sat in the producer’s seat and led a very collaborative recording process.  Most of it was streamed live for the Pnut Gallery! We finished 8 tracks and then I spent a couple months recording vocals at home.

My work was continuously put on hold.  Those of you who know me, know that my family comes first.  Mom’s disease was progressing rapidly and over Thanksgiving, she broke her hip.  In addition, my ability to care for anyone was halted for a few weeks in late January/ early February by some “mysterious virus.”  Later, we figured it was probably Covid-19.   I started on track 9 with Ross Hogarth – our last day in the studio was March 12, just before the country shut down.

Overnight, I became a 5th grade school teacher – supervising my kids on zoom school.  We were on full lock down.  I broke quarantine only to see my parents, and be with my Mom for hospice.  My Mom passed away on May 26, and it can only be described as a watershed event in my life.  I go into detail about it in my Patreon blog.

It’s only recently that I’ve been able to be creatively productive again.  I worked with Sean & the Dream Team, passing around tracks between our home studio to finish up a new song, and then wrote another song which I recorded just as a piano vocal.  Ross and I got back to work this month and we are almost finished with one of my favorite songs on the record – just waiting for the back up vocal stylings of Bernie Barlow to put the cherry on top.  Time to finish the artwork.

But, I must digress! I have left out an important part of the story!  After Mom died, something shifted in me.  We all have those dreams that we put aside for “some day.”  Well, I finally decided that some day is NOW.  My family and I picked up and moved to Carmel Highlands – a slice of heaven at the top of Big Sur, my favorite place on earth.  Born and raised in Los Angeles, I was witnessing a city becoming a stranger to me.  The anxiety of the pandemic, the riots, the fires, a steep rise in crime…all of that figured into our decision.  I wanted to find a place where we could all breathe again.  And I did.

From a song I just wrote:

Someday’s now
Someday’s when
We decide to start all over again
And take the road that leads True North

I hear a calling
From a sacred mountain high
300 miles from a life I leave behind
There’s no guarantee, except maybe…True North

I cried to Mother Nature
My orphan soul’s in danger
Certain of my mission
She held me in submission
And whispered in my ear
Welcome home








There is so much more to tell, but I’ll save it for later.  New Music coming soon.  In the meantime, please stay safe, be well, and if you have time, visit me in the Pnut Gallery.

And please vote.

With love,
Cindy aka Pnut


Art by Jette Betrue Moreland, age 10

As you come down from your sugar high, let’s segue from Spooky Season to Holiday Season with new music for your playlist!

Besides being a gorgeous Christmas classic that I’ve always adored, “Do You Hear What I Hear?” has a greater message that goes beyond the seasonal story line. Let us all “pray for peace everywhere.” What a blessing it was to create music alongside: Sean Hurley (bass), Dave Levita (Guitar), Victor Indrizzo (drums), Ginny Luke (violin) and Kenneth Crouch (piano), with Kirk Pasich producing and Zackary Darling engineering. You can add it to your favorite streaming platform here.

The video for “Do You Hear What I Hear?” was beautifully filmed and edited by Blue Élan’s own Dee Galipeau, and features footage from our recording session. It’s exclusively available for members of the Pnut Gallery On Patreon here. For as little as $2 you can join the fun here: patreon.com/cindyalexander.

I will be live streaming portions of my recording sessions with an all star band next month for my “Nuts.” Want to be a fly on the wall?  Want to hear the demos? They are all in the Pnut Gallery!

Hope you enjoy “Do You Hear What I Hear” as much as I enjoyed recording it for you.  Wishing you a wonderful holiday season filled with peace, love and beautiful music.

Cindy aka Pnut

A quick update for you!

Excited to announce that my song, “I’m Ok” from my very first cd (See Red- 1999) will be in the first episode of Sony Picture’s Sci-Fi drama “Pandora” on the CW, premiering Tuesday, July 16th (8pm ET)! A little birdie told me that you may just continue to hear my music in the Black Hole Lounge…. Perk up those ears!

AND I’m joining my favorite brothers, The Bacon Brothers (Michael and Kevin Bacon), for two shows next month: August 4th at the Music Instrument Museum in Phoenix, and August 5th at the Belly Up in Solana Beach. The Phoenix show is sold out but there are still a few tix left for Belly Up – grab ‘em while you can. #guaranteedfun

If you’re looking for my long form blogs – they’ve moved to the Pnut Gallery on Patreon. That’s where we get super personal and I can tell you all the stuff I can’t put on social media and can’t tell the whole world…yet. I even live streamed my meeting at Blue Élan Records last week and my patrons participated! I’m making my new record in front of my fans, live streaming, leaving voice messages, sharing my demos & behind the scenes videos, and we’re virtually hanging out. Come join us and grab your Official Member of the Pnut Gallery t-shirt (for those who subscribe at the $15 tier or above)! www.patreon.com/cindyalexander